Cause we both kow what it's like to be alone...

Take me or Leave Me.

2006-09-12T03:02:33Z

Ok, Ok..So I'm one of the crowd...

The annoyomous comments are on..Leave me love, Leave me hate..just don't be too mean. Please?

Hmm...hope I get some good, interesting ones..

-That Bynes Girl-

All the Cool Kids are doing it

2006-08-09T04:57:24Z

So Yea..All the cool kids are doing it. It's my turn.

You know the drill; post a anonymous comment about me. Well, what you would like to say to me without really saying it to me. Get it? Sure you do.

Ready..Go.

Be nice, please.

m_andab_ynes @ 2004-10-04T13:43:00

2004-10-04T19:19:55Z

Woah.

So I make an appearence on "The View" on Friday, Oct. 8th. I think it will be fun. I'll be on TRL Thursday, I love doing TRL, it's always so much fun. So, needless to say, I'll be in NYC for the reat of this week.

The Amanda Show will be released on DVD tomorrow. I'm excited how that will turn out.

WILAY is going well, we're currently in out 3rd season, and moving along very promising.

Today is Liev's Birthday..I still don't know what I should get him. *frowns a bit* I'll get him something...

.See, I thought I had more to update about Alas, I did not.

m_andab_ynes @ 2004-09-23T22:00:00

2004-09-24T03:21:23Z

So..I've beeen talking to Liev alot lately, what a sweetie! He's soo flattering! Charlize called the other night, but, then she got busy and had to leave. :(

Deryck has been calling alot..unlike one of my best friends..we'll touch on that one later...

Umm..If I didn't mention this, the 3rd season of What I Like About You premired last week, on Sept. 17. I can't wait untill tomorrow nights show. I love acting in front of an audience. It's soo intrailing.

Mean Girls Came out on VHS and DVD..Tuesday, I love that movie, Tina Fey is hot!

Have you ever felt like a friendship was failing. I swear, the entire time that Ben was with Nic..I never got to see him. My best friend. Never got to see him. It pisses me off, but..should it? I mean, I read every single one of his updates, and it seemed like he was having a good time. Pairs, Sydney...He was living it. Why should he thik to call. Okay..I'm starting to sound like a selfish bitch, and I am sorry. Maybe.

...I'm done.

Short One.

2004-09-19T03:25:09Z

Wow.

I did something...which was totally not me tonight. So, I made out with a guy whom I just had met *getting very anxious*..is that wrong?

I made out with Deryk from Sum41...Holy Crap.

m_andab_ynes @ 2004-09-18T09:33:00

2004-09-18T14:46:05Z

*blinks a little* It's early. So, the 3rd season of What I like About You premired last night. I think it was a success.

Ben and Nic broke up, I only talked to Ben once about, he said he'd call..*shrugs*

Why is love so hard to find? You search and search..but you still come up empty. Love is one of the greastest mysteries of life, one of the greastest gifts, and it's so damn scarce. Why I ask?

Okay, that was the "amanda getting up waay to early, after a night out with the cast" rant. *chuckles* Not a rant, really....

I have been dead on my phone, seriously. I have no friends. Call me?

Although having no friends..is partly my fault.

Golden-Boy, Ben

2004-09-12T18:42:09Z

Happy Birthday, Ben-Jets *grins*

I know we've had a *few* rough times, but please, for me. Have a Wonderful Birthday. Love you.

I'll get you your present as soon as I think of one. *nervous laugh*

m_andab_ynes @ 2004-09-07T01:53:00

2004-09-07T06:59:51Z

I've been busy with taping the show, I almost forgot I had this thing..okay, not really..I just procrastinated..alot.

Ben Mckenzie's Birthday is this Sunday! I wonder what I should get him..hmm..

Anyways..it's 2am...I'm a little fruity at the moment. I have really not a thing to say..I watched "Breakfast at Tiffanys" the other day. I love that movie.

::gets dressed up like the Wicked Witches Soliders in "The Wizard of OZ" and marches chanting:: Oh e oo..oo Oh!! FLYING MONKEYS!! WATCH OUT!! I'LL GET YOU MY PRETTY..AND YOUR LITTLE DOGGIEE TOO!

*grins*

m_andab_ynes @ 2004-08-21T22:09:00

2004-08-22T03:12:24Z

Ben called.

Everything is okay. We're still friends...I mean, How could Amanda and Ben couldn't be? *weak smile*

In other news, there is no news..people need to call me..or I need to get my BL updated. *blinks*

ManDUH Bynes

...wow

2004-08-11T03:35:05Z

This will be a very short update.

Is it wrong to get frustrated with someone if they don't call and said they would? *sighs* Time..he needs time.

*blinks*

Doesn't change the fact that I miss him.

Just my thoughts..

2004-07-27T07:23:23Z

I got back from Miami today..a little after 3:00pm today. Wow. I had a blast. Yea, I didn't play basketball..but..that's okay.

I was thinking, I had fun in Miami. Why can't I have fun in the Caribbean? I should let go. After all what happened with Ben..I have to have something. I can't...God, I messed that one up.

I never meant for it to happen, it just did, and when it did, I was in heavan. ...then he just left all sudden..I don't know how long I cried the night after he left..all I know..I didn't go to any meetings the next day, I stayed in my hotel..and cried.

He seemed like he has moved on. He is soo very happy with Nic, I know I should be happy for them, and I am..

I loved him. I still love him. He was leading me on..he didn't and still doesn't feel the same way towards me which hurts like hell.

We had a long talk tonight, we both said some stuff, that hurt the other person very much. We both made each other cry, and relived some stuff from our past that had to be relived, in order to find out what we did. I just wish it hadn't have needed so much pain, strife and tears than it did. I always wish that It didn't have to end the way it did.

I want him to be happy, but..I want myself to be happy as well.
He's one of my closet friends, I don't ever what that to change, what happened between us..was..I don't know. I was feeling bad, I went over there...and yea. Not the point. It just..doesn't seam to matter to him anymore. I know with Nic, he probably doesn't want to think about it that much..but..it meant the world to me. I loved him, and I had told him that night a few hundred times. He was so gentle..just..so loving..so..mmm. I was in my own little heavan. Then, I asked him to come to pre-production with me in the Caribbean. Wow. ..that sooned turned ugly, when I found out he had left the second day we were down there together. Needless to say, the rest of that trip..sucked. Royally.

And why am I bringing this up now, you ask?.. Not a damn clue.

m_andab_ynes @ 2004-07-21T22:48:00

2004-07-22T04:00:26Z

I decided to wait until Thursday to go to Miami.

Benji. He wants to play dodgeball when we're in Miami. Bring it on, BITCH

He told me to say "Benji Madden is the Champion" *bursts out with laugher* ...maybe.

Bynes is Out.

Stole that from Ms. Tina Fey...sorry, never will happen again.

m_andab_ynes @ 2004-07-17T22:42:00

2004-07-18T04:25:41Z

How could I forget this?

CFTC next Saturday, In Miami. Thanks to Justin for helping me remember.

I will be on The Knights team, along with JC Chasez, Chris Kirkpatrick, Benji Madden, Lance Bass and Beverly Mitchell.

What I'll end up doing is leave for Miami either Monday or Tuesday, since I'm still in L.A, and leave for the Caribbeam the Monday after the big weekend. I'm really excited about the basketball game, and the Skills Challenge leading to it. I always read about it a few days after, and it seems like they have so much fun.

m_andab_ynes @ 2004-07-13T03:54:00

2004-07-13T08:56:35Z

Well, I've got some news on the movie that I'm doing, Lovewrecked. It was just announced that Jamie Lynn Sigler will play "Alexis"(formaly Brittany) my rivial in the movie, Chris Carmack, as you know will be playing Jason. The great Fred Willard, whom just had a release with "Anchorman", will also lend his amazing talents for the movie. He will be playing my Dad. Wow, in "What A Girl Wants" it was Colin Firth, now it's Fred Willard, it's soo amazing, I feel so lucky to be working with such talents as these two gentlemen.

Jonathan Bennett, whom also had a recent visit to the box office in "Mean Girls" is set to play Jenny's (a.k.a mine, I'm Jenny) best friend. The great Kathy Griffin is to play Belinda, the control-freak publicist for Jason. Alfonso Riberio, of "The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air" fame, is set to play the hotel manager, which is where Jenny works. Joey Kern, who has acted in "Grind" will be playing Jason's type-A manager. Lance Bass will have a smallish role in the flick, and will be playing an aide to Jason.

m_andab_ynes @ 2004-07-12T23:14:00

2004-07-13T04:16:47Z

BBBENNIE AND THE JETS....

2004-07-10T03:52:54Z

Mr. Ben McKenzie promised to get me back for being a complete smart-ass to him on the phone a few days ago..is that little boy home, yet?

Anyways..

...

...

Yea..that about it. I've been little Miss Anti Social lately, and I freakin missed JT's party. Perfect. How was it?

m_andab_ynes @ 2004-07-02T09:57:00

2004-07-02T15:00:00Z

Happy Birthday Lindsay Lohan!, Welcome to being 18

m_andab_ynes @ 2004-06-25T20:22:00

2004-06-26T01:34:54Z

I came home last night from the Caribbean, meeting were finished for the most part. I like to be apart of the whole pre-production thing, that's why I went so early. Shooting finally start 2nd or 3rd week of July, I believe. So yes.

Talked to Jack Black who was awesome, I think i scared him, though. Sorry JB, if I did. Sean is back, yay! We all mssed him..like woah. (is that expresstion still being used?) Anyways, he had a whole lotta people over. Too many to count, and too many to remember to name off. Lindsay is awesome, I gave her an icon, she said we should pull an "Britney and Madonna and Christina" and kiss. Ehh.I'm...I don't know. It would be soo hot, wouldn't it though?

Drew Lachey is back! He's such a sweet guy. His takin' me out for coffe or something right after I finished updating this..*sighs*

..and Ben..haven't heard from him in awhile..there's not a day goes by, I don't think about him. ..he needs to call..

EDIT, EDIT EDIT
How could I forget? Chris Carmack is playing opposite me in Lovewrecked..considering our history together, isn't this ironic? He playing the objest of my affection in the movie..it's going to be fine, though. Fun and Fine. *assured nod* Okay, I'm done.

Simple Update.

2004-06-19T01:12:52Z

she comes into her trailor, tired from filmign nearly all day, still in her bikini and a towel wrapped around her waist, she sits down and logs onto livejournal.com

I have some free time from filming, so I'll update this thing. Filming has been great, tiring, but great nontheless. For all you girls who will read this, the boys down here..woah. They're soo hot, and really fun to watch surf. I've even tried surfing myself..didn't really look like the boys..but oh well. I had fun that day...

There's been soo many additions too AC since I've left. I've been calling Ashley Olsen she's such a sweet heart. Lindsay Lohan is here, I saw..Yea..she needs to call me. Linday, I have an icon for you, if you want it. *smiles*

I'm thinking about coming home for a few days, maybe next week. I've been missing everyone, sure I made some friends here, the crew my co-stars and what not..but I miss my "real" friends. I'll keep ya'll updated.

Bam, I'm sorry. You know what for.

*Manda*

News and such.

2004-06-14T03:17:23Z

So..Ben left..which makes me sad..he didn't tell me or anything, just came to the hotel and he was gone. I started crying when I learned he had went back, but..I stopped..kinda..

Anyways, filming is..well, filming. Alot of work, but the Caribbean is amazing. I miss everyone..Bam, Sami (Holla!), Drewbie and of course, Mr. McKenzie

I guess, that's all..lonely nights, busy days..eh..what a life, eh?

Ben, Call Me

Packing up my Suitcase..

2004-06-09T19:27:51Z

So..Yes.

I'm leaving for the Caribbean today, I'm going to take an evening flight..time zones and what have you, and plus, I get to sleep. So that's a plus.

I asked Ben to come with me, he said he would. I'm soo happy at the moment, it's..wow. I'm excited I'll have someone there with me while I'm filming. While I was in London filiming What A Girl Wants I had a few of my girlfriend there, it was a blast. This time around, I'll have him for a few days..I'm happy.

I'll have my phone on as much as I can, but, it's kinda hard when your filming..so..yea.

I thought this was going to be an really long, detailed update..but I guess not, I probably should go start packing and what not..I'm such a procrastinator..which isn't good in this line of business.

Off to go pack...

My Night..oh God.

2004-06-07T07:05:55Z

I was doing okay..then I started to feel bad, so I called my dear friend, Ben. Yes, I called first, didn't want to make it 3 times within a week, I started cryin to him, He asked if they was anything he could do, So I asked if I can come over, he said he would come over, so like the sweet person he is, he did.

When I first saw him, I burst into tears, and he held me close, we cuddled, and then some.

I am soo lucky to have a friend like him, He is sweet, no matter how much he messes up, I'll always be there for him. He knows it. I told him that I loved him, a good number of times at that, I surrendered myself to him, so to speak, scared the crap out of me, because I didn't know what he was thinking or feeling.

He told me that he loved me, that I was one of his best friends. Which made my heart ache with...love? I'm going to let it be at that. Lets just say..I gave the gift.

I love you, Ben.

Wow..2 times..in a week..and in a day..

2004-06-04T04:49:55Z

HOLY SHISNIT Pretty UN-FREAKIN-BELIEVEABLE.

Can I have any worse time? I'm being pretty damn serious here. 2 times. 2 times I walked in or interupted Ben and Eliza. Holy Crap..Good news is..at least I know he's feeling better. That what matters..right? Right.*insured nod*

In other news..about my carrer thing I have going for myself, ya know the thing I do on the side, when I'm not waking in on my best friend having sex Yea, that.

Well, I will be in the movie "Lovewrecked", which is produced by Bacon and Eggs Productions. It's about a girl, Jenny..who I will protray has this favorite rock star, Jason..whom I don't know is playing this role, yet. Jenny works on an island resort, and she is on an excursion, when her boat gose down, and is washed upon a shore of a desserted island..with Jason. They're, however a few twists, unbeknownst to Jason, Jenny and he have touched down on the opposite side of the island the resort is on.

So Jenny will try to play the "stranded" bit for as long as possible. And there's another complication: Jenny's rival, Brittany, who pretends to be shipwrecked herself and makes a play for Jason too.
In addition to me being apart of this film.

AC has 2 people in involvment of this film, The production company, Bacon and Eggs, is a triumvirate featruing *NSYNC member Lance Bass.

Lets' see if my subject can be longer than my actual update..

2004-06-03T07:38:59Z

...AND IT CAN!..SWEET.

I got nominated for a Teen Choice Award I'm happy.

..and that's pretty much my update. *nods*

Get well soon, Jetts

Ben-Jets House

2004-05-30T07:24:58Z

So..I went over to Bens' tonight, this time, I didn't walk in on him, I made sure of that.

we talked about soo much, we laughes, had our "serious sappy moments". But we mostly laughed.

He's going to sell my kisses on the black market, BUT he's going to give me half of the profits, so it's all good. *thumbs up*

Then, I'll take him to dinner, with the money I made off of the black market, and we'll screw afterwards. Just Kidding.

We talked about how neither one of us had a friendship quite like this one, and we're both loving it. We talked..about nothing..we were just laughing all the time, It was pretty cool. We made fun of each other. We "confessed" our friendship to each other, Shut up, it makes sense. Just like me being, telepathic, right Ben? Shut Up.

BEN AND I ARE GOING TO BE ICED OUT AND HAVE KICK ASS CARS *grins*

Ben,
You know that I'm always here for you, I must have told you that 100 of times, 50 of those were probably last night. You are my best friend, and I'll always love you. *blows kisses* Go make some money! So we can have that dinner.
Love,
Manda